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Abigail
August 12th, 2007, 01:58 PM
Reasons for Converting to/from Catholicism

I've been a "lurker" on this board for a number of years, and recently joined as it was reorganized. I have gained much spiritual insight by reading the comments of others, during a very upsetting and stressful time in my life, and for that I am grateful to all of you who take the time out of their busy lives to be a light for others. I'm nervous about becoming a thread-starter, but what better way to overcome that fear than to jump into controversy with a thread dealing with Catholicism!! :runhills My apologies in advance for the length of this OP, but I'd like to try something different...

As a lurker and as an ex-Catholic, I have naturally followed with interest the threads dealing with Catholicism. I would like to make an observation concerning the negative direction that most of those threads take sometimes. I am most interested in receiving your responses. It seems to me that many people who have "converted" from one Christian denomination to another have had a compelling reason or reasons for doing so. Many times some type of emotionally or physically abusive behavior has been levelled against a person by members of a denomination. At other times it was prevalent un-Christian, unloving behavior. Perhaps it concerned multiple, serious errors in doctrine. Whatever the reason, the person was hurt, and has strong emotions and feelings that resurface when the subject is discussed.

When people are hurt by their churches they feel it deeply and come to boards like this one to sort out their feelings, to search for truth, or with a motivation to warn others from making what they view as mistakes/misplaced trust, etc. I know I did. I feel that threads like these are needed to help our members grow spiritually and to assist others. So, I started thinking of why these threads often take a negative direction, and how to help prevent that...

It is obvious to me that anyone who takes the time and effort to post on a board like this has an above-average passion regarding matters of faith. Through reading the Bible, numerous books, Bible study groups, and this board, I've come somewhat late in life to an appreciation that faith and religion (denomination) are two completely different things. It seems to me that many of the threads that concern denominational differences get derailed on what boils down to claims of exclusivity on the part of one denomination or another. Catholicism, obviously, makes many claims of exclusivity that, in my view, set it up for indignant responses from those of Protestant denominations. Some Protestant doctrines do the same. So...where does this leave us? In an emotionally-charged minefield, IF we are not careful in how we frame these discussions and our own responses. There is also the very real danger of being a poor witness to the many lurkers and seekers who are put off IF a thread degenerates into name-calling, sarcasm, etc. I believe we are in the end times, and as such, I believe that presenting a poor example and witness to seekers is even more offensive to the Lord.

I suppose that a recent study I've completed with my bible study group has focused my attention on the importance of clear communication, especially when discussing sensitive topics. The book was Conversation Peace by Mary Kassian. Have any of you done this study? One of the most important points that the book made was the fact that a relatively small percentage of communication was accomplished by word choice, and that more of actual communication took place via body language, tone of voice, facial expression, etc. Also, the book focused on becoming aware of and sympathetic to the fact that our speech is "decoded" or interpreted by our listeners by numerous factors, such as life experiences, education, a person's physical and mental health, attentiveness, etc. With so many factors in play, it's a miracle that miscommunications don't happen more often than they already do! My point is this: on the internet, we are limited to one facet of communication: our choice of words. Therefore, when discussing emotionally charged topics like a denominational choice, which involves teachings that many here feel decide our salvation and eternal destiny....poor word choice practically guarantees the degeneration of the discussions. The absence of the other elements of communication, and the fact that many of us are strangers until we have posted numerous times on a variety of topics makes our choice of words even more critical, since we cannot tap into usual communication enhancements like a loving tone of voice, smiles, hugs, etc. that convey loving acceptance.

After having said all that, I hope I have conveyed to you all my mindset and where I am coming from in trying to start a discussion on Catholicism in a different way. What do y'all think about beginning a discussion with a succint, clear "testimony" of why you made a personal decision to leave the Catholic Church (OR a Protestant denomination), as a lead-in to why XYZ doctrine is upsetting to you, and why you find it misleading to others, etc. etc. Granted, this is a small first step, but an important one that may help diffuse emotional responses and help us all consider the critical importance of our choice of words.

I'll try to take the first walk off the plank, LOL...:plank

I was born and raised in south Louisiana. Enough said regarding the "Catholic culture" in my life. Loving/supportive parents; Parochial schools K-12; public university; Catholic professional school. Actually taught by nuns as a 6 year old 1st grader that non-catholics weren't going to heaven; remember thinking: that can't be right.... Thank God, I wasn't one of the abuse victims, but did experience, shall we say, less than loving examples in some of the nuns who taught me. We were never taught the bible; only selected scriptures...never a cohesive, in-depth study. I sincerely believe that the lack of a biblical education left me completely unprepared to face trials and crises later in my life, and my faith collapsed, as it had nothing to support it. I was angry at God for a long time. But God was faithful to me; he brought people into my life who encouraged me to actually read scripture for the first time...and I found the answers to my "why's?" The bottom line for me is that the Catholic church has always maintained that they finalized the bible's content, and are the sole source of correct interpretation thereof. If this was indeed true, why have they historically failed to give their people a comprehensive education of the entire bible, and not just selected scriptures? Yeah, I know, I know, I'm gonna get fried with that one...:electric

BUT, it was my personal experience with the practices of Catholic churches and schools in a predominately Catholic area of this country. We moved around quite a bit, so I was in multiple dioceses and parishes, so I can't attribute it to the fact that it was just a bad parish. What value is the church if it fails in its DUTY to impart a thorough knowledge of scripture? This is how we come to know the Lord...through HIS WORD.

The admins are wise in their suggestion to limit the scope of our discussions to avoid derailing threads, so I'm trying to frame this discussion in compliance with that guideline as well as attempting to give you personal background on me that has fueled my opinion, in the hope of warding off misunderstandings, as well as the appearance that I've started a thread as a personal attack or insult. I feel hurt/let down/misled BY the Catholic church. As such, I NEED to work through those feelings and emotions. I NEED to play catch-up big time with respect to my knowledge of scripture. I already have problems with guiding my kids due to my own biblical ignorance, so I try to avoid making further errors by becoming a "Berean" and testing the claims of teachers...see my focus?

If you could pick one reason why you left the Catholic church (or your protestant denomination), what would it be? Try to state a brief testimony of the personal reasons leading up to your dissatisfaction/disillusionment. If you have chosen a particular denomination in its place, please give your reasons for your choice, and why you feel it corrects the errors/omissions of your former denomination.

pegmo
August 12th, 2007, 02:56 PM
Primary Reason I left the Catholic Church:

I had a dramatic conversion experience where I was led by the Holy Spirit to:
-come before Jesus
-understand how sinful and desperate my spiritual condition really was
-understand that Christ's work on the cross was to pay my personal debt to God
-that I needed to have complete faith that it was only by HIS blood shed on the cross that would allow me to come into the presence of God
-I was overcome with the real and true knowledge that God existed
-I was overcome with grief at the deepest level for my past sin and unbelief
-I understood for the first time the significance of, the truth of, and the personal nature of the sacrifice of Jesus for me
-I understood for the first time that Jesus was alive
-I became super sensitive to my own sin and sin around me - I could not even watch the tv anymore
-Anger toward my parents that I had held all my life, disappeared
-Jealousy toward my siblings disappeared
-My priorities changed - personal ambition and work lost its lure
-I had a hunger for the bible that was insatiable, for the first time in my life
-I understood both the literal and spiritual message of the bible for the first time
-I knew the bible was true
-I lost any fear of death
-I had a deep desire to pray for others
-I knew I had to be in a bible based church.

This happened with no one witnessing to me. I did not know any born-again Christians. I was born into an RC family, educated K-graduate school in Catholic schools. Married into another RC family. Raised my children Catholic.

However I came to a point where I knew I was spiritually starved and desperate. I knew I had made mostly selfish choices in my life and they had led to a place I didn't like. This is what led me to seek God's help.

None of my Catholic family or friends understood or could explain the experience. I had received ALL of the sacraments of the Catholic Church that were available to me. As had my family and friends. None of them knew Jesus or the transforming power of the Holy Spirit that I was in the midst of experiencing. The bible clearly explained what was happening. My life was turned upside down. I thought about Jesus 24x7. I would wake up in the middle of the night with scriptural answers to questions I had, even though I hadn't even read those portions of the bible yet. By leaning on Jesus and trusting His ability to lead my life and provide for me in EVERY detail, I was able to stop drinking alcohol for the first time in 30 years. I lean on Him.

There is nothing offered to or available to me in the Catholic Church that led me to assured salvation in Jesus Christ. It was only by coming directly to Jesus that I was brought into the light of Jesus and the Father.

Praise His Holy Name. I pray the veil is lifted from every single Roman Catholic I know who feels they need religion or the RCC to attain salvation. They only need humble themselves, be broken over their sin, seek to know Jesus, and trust in His shed blood alone. That's it. They only need Jesus and He will lead them to the rest.

That is why I left. And I am confident through the Holy Spirit and confirmed through His word that it was His mercy that showed me the way....His one and only way.

Pegmo

Deepcallstodeep
August 12th, 2007, 03:14 PM
Primary Reason I left the Catholic Church:

I had a dramatic conversion experience where I was led by the Holy Spirit to:
-come before Jesus
-understand how sinful and desperate my spiritual condition really was
-understand that Christ's work on the cross was to pay my personal debt to God
-that I needed to have complete faith that it was only by HIS blood shed on the cross that would allow me to come into the presence of God
-I was overcome with the real and true knowledge that God existed
-I was overcome with grief at the deepest level for my past sin and unbelief
-I understood for the first time the significance of, the truth of, and the personal nature of the sacrifice of Jesus for me
-I understood for the first time that Jesus was alive
-I became super sensitive to my own sin and sin around me - I could not even watch the tv anymore
-Anger toward my parents that I had held all my life, disappeared
-Jealousy toward my siblings disappeared
-My priorities changed - personal ambition and work lost its lure
-I had a hunger for the bible that was insatiable, for the first time in my life
-I understood both the literal and spiritual message of the bible for the first time
-I knew the bible was true
-I lost any fear of death
-I had a deep desire to pray for others
-I knew I had to be in a bible based church.

This happened with no one witnessing to me.


Pegmo! :thumb:thumb:thumb

Your response was AWESOME.

I wasn't raised in any church or by a believing family. Yet I had the same conversion/salvation experience... alone in my car one day (well, my babies were in the back seat and I was on my way home from the grocery store).

But this was my experience exactly. You worded this so clearly and beautfully.

Even though at my salvation there were a thousand things that my "rational" mind did not understand, by accepting these truths from the Lord and stepping out in faith, He changed me forever. From death to life. And the more I learn, the more my faith grows daily. Thanks be to the Author and Perfector of our faith.

Amen to this post, Pegmo.

pegmo
August 12th, 2007, 03:24 PM
I realize I wasn't very succinct in my response. So I asked my 20 year old son who has also come to know Jesus in the past year or so. His response:

"Because the Catholic church had no impact on my life. Except for the little bit of morality I was able to squeak out under my own power. And it was very little".

Amen

Abigail
August 12th, 2007, 04:47 PM
Wow! what testimonies! I'm jealous; my story isn't nearly as dramatic! I can't point to a day or hour of conversion; I've spent countless hours over the last several years in studying scripture and each time I'm blessed with another piece of the puzzle or with another answer to questions or concerns. I've found the bible to be an amazing mosaic of wisdom, truth, guidance, and love. It's amazing that parts of it are so simple that a child can understand it, yet we'll never completely understand it this side of heaven...

Oh, and don't worry if you need more than a paragraph to respond! By "succinct" I just meant to condense your testimony down to your experiences most relevant to the discussion at hand, as to try to avoid derailing the thread with side issues...

Your responses were AWESOME!!! Keep 'em coming!!!

Abigail

pegmo
August 12th, 2007, 06:14 PM
Deepcallstodeep wrote: I wasn't raised in any church or by a believing family. Yet I had the same conversion/salvation experience... alone in my car one day (well, my babies were in the back seat and I was on my way home from the grocery store).

But this was my experience exactly. You worded this so clearly and beautfully.



I get so excited when others identify with these things. Christ is so wonderful. I never, ever realized how powerful and glorious He is before I was saved. And I don't think anyone can understand it unless they have been through it. There just are not the words. It was the first time I understood also what my spirit was for...and that it was distinctly different from the physical me. There just are not the words....

Pegmo

PS I love this little message at the bottom of your notes Deepcallstodeep---->Also a sister!:wave

pegmo
August 12th, 2007, 07:12 PM
Ok, I decided to ask my husband as well what his response would be. Here is his answer:

Because of salvation. He didn't have Jesus or the bible before and now He has both.

all things
August 12th, 2007, 10:57 PM
This isn't an interesting conversion story, just a little FYI, but my son-in-law is from Argentina, and is as agnostic as they come. One day I mentioned something about the priest scandals, and he blew up. He angrily said that Catholicism was the religion of his family, and he didn't like me saying anything derogatory about it. My point being...many stay for cultural regions and probably don't get anything out of their teachings, good or bad. They aren't led to convert; they would rather stay where they are. It's wonderful for you to seek out true salvation. My son-in-law wouldn't know salvation from salivation, and he doesn't want to hear it from me. BTW, his "Catholic" family (not him) are ardent Scientologists. Urgh.

pegmo
August 12th, 2007, 11:26 PM
All Things wrote: My son-in-law wouldn't know salvation from salivation,

What a great line....it made me laugh out loud. :)

Abigail
August 13th, 2007, 02:15 PM
This isn't an interesting conversion story, just a little FYI, but my son-in-law is from Argentina, and is as agnostic as they come. One day I mentioned something about the priest scandals, and he blew up. He angrily said that Catholicism was the religion of his family, and he didn't like me saying anything derogatory about it. My point being...many stay for cultural regions and probably don't get anything out of their teachings, good or bad. They aren't led to convert; they would rather stay where they are. It's wonderful for you to seek out true salvation. My son-in-law wouldn't know salvation from salivation, and he doesn't want to hear it from me. BTW, his "Catholic" family (not him) are ardent Scientologists. Urgh.

I've experienced something similar with a family member; he was immediately very defensive of the organization...in my case, the comments were more along the lines of: "don't say anything against the church!" It was like he was totally lacking in discernment and at the critical need to rid the church of such heinous crimes! There was an overriding concern for the reputation of the church that took precedence over everything else. I really don't get it, especially if folks like this don't even call themselves "Christian."

IMHO, the whole issue of "church discipline" gets sidestepped in many churches, Catholic and protestant alike...because of what? Apathy? Fear of bad press affecting donations/membership numbers? Fear of appearing "judgmental"?:idunno

Abigail