~ Children In Heaven ~ 2 Cor 1:3-4

[jayna]

Yesterday was bad and I knew it would be.Ryan has been gone a little over 5 months.Jayna I know what you mean about the pictures.A few days after Ryan died I searched out every picture of him from the time he was born to a picture I have of him taken 4 day's before he died.I look at his face several times a day and still can't believe he is gone.
I even went as far to hunt out last year's Mother's day card from Ryan and I put it with the ones I got yesterday.I'm not ready to let him go and I don't think I ever can.

I did a collage picture frame not to long ago because my older one needed replacing and of course I wanted to include Jason... and of course I have new pics of everyone else (including grandbaby Jason never saw) and all I have or ever will have of Jason are old ones. Breaks our hearts.
If you have any videos of Ryan that will really tear you up.
We have one of Jason and his brother's band playing and it just kills me to see him playing his drums, laughing.... so alive. Why, oh why?!!!!! It is unbelievable to me still after over 5 years.

We had to let them go when Jesus called them home but at least we will see their smiling faces again. Can't wait for that day. Come quickly Lord Jesus.

Love you and keep hanging in there. :hug :hug

[jayna]

Thanks. Of course, I never met her, but my brother did. He never talks abouot her...but I know he was touched. We have one pic of her in her crib and him standing next to her...he was about 5. They both look so very sweet.

I can't wait to meet her and to thank my birth parents/family. I was my birth mother's third child and she was 19.


It will be a wonderful day when we can all meet again. :hug

[Faith&Hope]

For all of you. :hug:hug:hug
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FB1yDv9_N1k

[scatty6105]

For all of you. :hug:hug:hug
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FB1yDv9_N1k

Thank you Faith&Hope. God bless you for your thoughtfulness.

[Faith&Hope]

Thank you Faith&Hope. God bless you for your thoughtfulness.


Your so welcome. :hug:hug:hug I'm here reading. I wanted to "say" something" but I haven't been up to posting for fear once I start the tears won't stop. But they come anyway, reading all your heartfelt thoughts, a mirror image of my own. So I decided to share the song, Draw Me Close To You. The words are so beautiful. We need our Heavenly Father to hold us right now. Lord draw us close to you, never let us go. I just want to crawl up in His lap, lay my head on His shoulder and rest in His presence for a long, long time. Just like a little girl does when she climbs up into her daddy's lap and he reassures her everything's gonna be okay. Anyone else feel like that?


John 14:1-3 Thank you, Jesus. Come soon Lord.

[Forgiven Sinner]

Thank you Faith&Hope. "Hugs"

[jayna]

For all of you. :hug:hug:hug
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FB1yDv9_N1k


Love that song... 'help me know you are near' seems to be a regular think I say to Him lately. :hug

[pumkin67]

Your so welcome. :hug:hug:hug I'm here reading. I wanted to "say" something" but I haven't been up to posting for fear once I start the tears won't stop. But they come anyway, reading all your heartfelt thoughts, a mirror image of my own. So I decided to share the song, Draw Me Close To You. The words are so beautiful. We need our Heavenly Father to hold us right now. Lord draw us close to you, never let us go. I just want to crawl up in His lap, lay my head on His shoulder and rest in His presence for a long, long time. Just like a little girl does when she climbs up into her daddy's lap and he reassures her everything's gonna be okay. Anyone else feel like that?


John 14:1-3 Thank you, Jesus. Come soon Lord.

Yes, I can't wait till that day when I can run into Jesus' arms and He tenderly wipes away my tears.

[jayna]

Your so welcome. :hug:hug:hug I'm here reading. I wanted to "say" something" but I haven't been up to posting for fear once I start the tears won't stop. But they come anyway, reading all your heartfelt thoughts, a mirror image of my own. So I decided to share the song, Draw Me Close To You. The words are so beautiful. We need our Heavenly Father to hold us right now. Lord draw us close to you, never let us go. I just want to crawl up in His lap, lay my head on His shoulder and rest in His presence for a long, long time. Just like a little girl does when she climbs up into her daddy's lap and he reassures her everything's gonna be okay. Anyone else feel like that?


John 14:1-3 Thank you, Jesus. Come soon Lord.

You bet I feel like that, everyday of my life. I feel like a helpless child that can't do much of anything on her own. Sometimes my mind feels like a jumbled mess because I'm so sad. When my 4 yr old grandaughter can say something full of wisdom to cheer me up you know I must be a mess!!! :hehee

Those were beautiful words Lisa, thank you. :hug

[Lucinda]

Yesterday was my sister's birthday.Tammy would have been 43.She died 2 years ago March 17,2007.
My Mom and Dad and sister and now my son all gone to be with the Lord.I wonder what they're doing in Heaven?Do you guys ever wonder that?
Ryan has always been the kind of kid that when he got something on his mind he wanted or wanted to do,that kid would not give up and worry me until I gave in.I know that my son is the same in Heaven(personality wise)as he was here at least I think he is and if that's the case, he is worrying somebody over in glory.
Oh won't it be wonderful when we see our savior and all those love ones again and what a reunion it is gonna be when we all see our children again.:hug:hug:hug::hug