~ Children In Heaven ~ 2 Cor 1:3-4

[Amanda's mom]

Thank you Anddra, Ihurt, Jayna and Pumpkin67. This has torn at my heart and soul since she said it. When we left her office I told my DH that I didn't want to go back...I have enough pain and don't need more. But it still has stayed with me and has caused me many tears at the thought that I hurt my sweet girl. Your precious reassurance is so helpful to me and I appreciate it.

[jayna]

Thank you Anddra, Ihurt, Jayna and Pumpkin67. This has torn at my heart and soul since she said it. When we left her office I told my DH that I didn't want to go back...I have enough pain and don't need more. But it still has stayed with me and has caused me many tears at the thought that I hurt my sweet girl. Your precious reassurance is so helpful to me and I appreciate it.

:hug You didn't give your little girl anything but love and don't let anyone tell you any different. My heart breaks for you that this person could say such an unthoughtful thing. God Bless You and hope to see you soon!!!!:nod

[ihope]

me too!

[Amanda's mom]

Anddra, Ihurt, Jayna and Pumpkin67...:hug :bighug :hug

[Amanda's mom]

My oldest daughter graduated from high school last night. As I was sitting there waiting for the ceremony to start, I saw many of Amanda's friends and I was thinking how I would never get to see Amanda graduate. In my head, I heard Amanda laughing and saying "I already graduated momma. I know more now than I ever would have on earth." I guess that's true.

[ihope]

My daughter would be a senior and graduate next year...I have those same thoughts and I keep telling myself that the things here....our milestones in life...are so tiny compared to the greatest graduation of all...Heaven

If Jesus doesn't come soon I hope He brings me HOME SOON! God Bless!! :hug s

[Amanda's mom]

You and me both, Ihurt. You and me both. I find myself growing physically weaker each day. It's odd, but just walking out to the back fence is tiring. Even after I was assaulted, I was able to walk around Wal*Mart without getting too tired but the past few months it's gotten harder and so very tiring. At first, I thought it was due to the gallbladder infection (when I found out I had one) but it's not getting better, it's getting worse. It's just too much now and I long to go home. Perhaps God will have mercy on me and take me home so I can be with Him, Jesus, and Amanda.

[jayna]

I know when Zola Levitt found out he had cancer he said he still had alot left to do here but if God decided to 'promote' him that would be just fine. I know that made me feel good; people view death as a bad thing (and it is for us left behind) but for christians it really is a great thing. To get out of this sin filled world, never to have problems again and to be with our Savior. I think if we could actually see our kids now we would feel alot differently.... (wish the Lord would grant our wish) but as it is we do have the 'what ifs' and pain to live with here.
I'm very tired too and so wish the Lord would bring us home. Love you girls. :hug

[ihope]

Love you girls too! :hug

[Amanda's mom]

me too!!! And Anddra, too (he's not a girl) :aha.