kattallysn
November 28th, 2007, 01:40 AM
Its been a while since I have posted on RR. I must say, that I miss it and I plan on coming here more often. 11 days ago, I had brain surgery to remove a tumor. I had nightmares about this surgery for a month prior to surgery. I felt as though I was going in for heart surgery. Anyone messing with your head and what keeps you living is scary. I thought I should plan out my funeral and make plans to see my Lord and in fact, I in a way did some of my funeral planning by typing things out that I wanted to happen, etc. The morning of my surgery was, well scary and ok at the same time. I wasn't a total wreck. I did cry some just because I knew that I either die, or come out having to recover and be in pain. I prayed to God that he absorb my anxieties and crawl in my hospital bed with me and just hold my hand. I went in and the surgeon said that was one of his easiest surgies and he had no problems whatsoever. I recovered pretty quickly and got to go home a day sooner than expected. God was with me. God helped the surgeons that day. God was in my hospital bed that morning. I praise God that I am here to tell you my story. I praise God for the extra time he has given me on this earth. I want to spend my days left praising him. :yeah