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[seekingtruth1]

:hehee:heheehi! I have had a very debilitatng "incurable" illness for over 4 yrs and I am getting better. But it has wiped me out financially. I had saved a lot of money and had a nice home but now Its all gone. now, I have started a business that I can do on my own time. Its network marketing and I have an extensive sales background and am confidnt i coudl be very successful with it. BUt, I am having such a hard time b/c I have days that I am not well enough and to be honest with all of this news...that the end is so near it hardly feels worth it.....it snot teh same as alrady having a job you are familiar with....I just feel like I dont know what to do with my time. I feel like I shoudl use the time to get my family prepared for the financial meltdown and chaos that may be coming.....we'd have alot to do to prep for this.....and I have limited time that I can work due to fatigue and some lingering pain. Mentally I am just not into this business....that is starting anything....a new job, a new business requires so MUCH thought and energy and I am trying to spend time here learning , reading the bible and growing close to the Lord....I feel like am paralyzed and so ineefective not knowing ho best to use what little time I have left......I just want to do what God wants me to do. Id say it would be this business excpet the future here economically look so bleak....Its so hard to make plans other than "hunker down" ones.... I am single, and I just have my mom and Gma to worry about....I feel really scared about all these things too! I have always been an independent but I can say I do miss having a husband mor ethan usual as these things unfold ! My mom just lost her husband to cancer thsi year so Im sure she is feeling very lonely! We are also considering moving out of teh US b/c she is now single I am as well and not abl eto work a full time job and we have both wante dto move to this particular country....so we are all over the place!!! Its so hard to plan for anything in the future anymore..atleast for me it is....Anyway prayers advice comments whatver are welcome. Thanks!

Sorry for rambling...I knwo I sound:hehee belive me this stream of consc. is only a slice of the pie.....I need bigtime prayer.....

[roberto49]

:hehee:heheehi! I have had a very debilitatng "incurable" illness for over 4 yrs and I am getting better. But it has wiped me out financially. I had saved a lot of money and had a nice home but now Its all gone. now, I have started a business that I can do on my own time. Its network marketing and I have an extensive sales background and am confidnt i coudl be very successful with it. BUt, I am having such a hard time b/c I have days that I am not well enough and to be honest with all of this news...that the end is so near it hardly feels worth it.....it snot teh same as alrady having a job you are familiar with....I just feel like I dont know what to do with my time. I feel like I shoudl use the time to get my family prepared for the financial meltdown and chaos that may be coming.....we'd have alot to do to prep for this.....and I have limited time that I can work due to fatigue and some lingering pain. Mentally I am just not into this business....that is starting anything....a new job, a new business requires so MUCH thought and energy and I am trying to spend time here learning , reading the bible and growing close to the Lord....I feel like am paralyzed and so ineefective not knowing ho best to use what little time I have left......I just want to do what God wants me to do. Id say it would be this business excpet the future here economically look so bleak....Its so hard to make plans other than "hunker down" ones.... I am single, and I just have my mom and Gma to worry about....I feel really scared about all these things too! I have always been an independent but I can say I do miss having a husband mor ethan usual as these things unfold ! My mom just lost her husband to cancer thsi year so Im sure she is feeling very lonely! We are also considering moving out of teh US b/c she is now single I am as well and not abl eto work a full time job and we have both wante dto move to this particular country....so we are all over the place!!! Its so hard to plan for anything in the future anymore..atleast for me it is....Anyway prayers advice comments whatver are welcome. Thanks!

Sorry for rambling...I knwo I sound:hehee belive me this stream of consc. is only a slice of the pie.....I need bigtime prayer.....


my dear...
may our great Lord and Saviour,our God who loves us BLESS you and COMFORT you and guide you in HIS WILL...
I am going thru something that is so mindblowing that UNLESS THE LORD I would gladly give up on everything,so I feel for you but JESUS knows best and so I ask HIM to help you in this time of need and to empower you by His Word and Spirit not only to whitstand the trial but to come out of it victoriously because He IS THE VICTOR and out of His Love and Grace will supply the strength you need and the wisdom,I believe and trust,because of His Grace....
my dear just to remind us that ALL things work together for good for those in Christ...do not be dismayed nor discouraged...lets remember what great victories The Lord gave to His people Israel in the OT...well,the good news are that Jesus Christ IS NOT changed (Heb.13:8) and that as much we are in times of great apostasy,heresy and evil( you name it) HE IS in control and we should FIX our gaze on HIM....
When in trouble ( and we are in trouble,trials and tests so much,so often) if we look down on the road we see rubbish and junk,clutter and dirth,if we look at other people we see them going thru the same stuff and often it is so disheartening...BUT if....IF by Grace,By Faith we LOOK UP to JESUS we will see THE ONE WHO HAS WON the battle and the war and HE IS FAITHFUL and TRUE and truly HIS love for us is UNCONDITIONAL...no matter what "religious" people ( I care not of what "denomination" they are from) tend to say,HIS LOVE IS ETERNAL and UNCONDITIONAL....being in HIM we are His kids and HE is THE PERFECT FATHER that we didn't have but HE IS....
Yes Dear ABBA Father of all mercies and God of Glory..send help to your child,and to me too Lord,we need you and we thank YOU because once again You will send help,YOUR help,we give YOU GLORY and HONOUR and PRAISE for evermore....AMEN:pray

[Nova]

:pray

PS-Had you meant to post this in Chat?

[denny272]

:praying for you dear sister.

I think you ment to post this in the prayer request thread. But that's ok. No worries, we can pray for you anywhere!:)

[Nova]

:praying for you dear sister.

I think you meant to post this in the prayer request thread. But that's ok. No worries, we can pray for you anywhere!:)

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[yeshua'sbride]

:hug:pray

[anath]

I am praying for you :pray :hug

[lyngraphics]

:praying for you!

[homesick9748]

Hi, Seekingtruth1. I'm praying for you.

[true2yeshua]

Abba, lifting seekingtruth to You this day for comfort, encouragment, strength and rest. Please bring scripture to mind that we are to rest in You, trusting You will do what is for our ultimate good because You are Good. Abba, as circumstances begin to swirl, please lead seekingtruth to pray and cry out to You for strength to endure and stand firm on Your Promises to care for Your Own. In Jesus name, Amen.