lendingheart
May 7th, 2008, 11:14 AM
I have been in a haze it seems for about a month. My brother in law died, whom i had mixed emotions about it. Everyone did. I had stayed with my sister for 3 nights after his death, the first time i stayed away from home without my hubby and son. The weekends following was hecktic. We both work and we have been around each other, but not what i would say "quality time"
Last week end we had to have a beloved kitty put down, ( not the one pictured) and got a new puppy the same day..... very weird!
PMS type problems also had mixed my brain for the past 2 or 3 days. Im pretty sure im certifiable when im like that, God know what i mean and Lord forgive me for the way i act sometimes.
This morning the little yipper woke me up to go out and potty.... 5:30 am.
In the peace, still, cool morning, i stood outside in my robe, i heard a few birds, one of which i think is a whipperwill... lovely sound they make. I light breaze came by and i felt at peace. I mean everything is in Gods hands, He is in control.
i use to hate mornings. Now i think i will ge4tu p with hubby in the morning as he gets ready for work. Just sit outside and talk to the Lord.
Last week end we had to have a beloved kitty put down, ( not the one pictured) and got a new puppy the same day..... very weird!
PMS type problems also had mixed my brain for the past 2 or 3 days. Im pretty sure im certifiable when im like that, God know what i mean and Lord forgive me for the way i act sometimes.
This morning the little yipper woke me up to go out and potty.... 5:30 am.
In the peace, still, cool morning, i stood outside in my robe, i heard a few birds, one of which i think is a whipperwill... lovely sound they make. I light breaze came by and i felt at peace. I mean everything is in Gods hands, He is in control.
i use to hate mornings. Now i think i will ge4tu p with hubby in the morning as he gets ready for work. Just sit outside and talk to the Lord.