BlessedAssurance
June 1st, 2008, 08:42 PM
you've led anyone to Christ? I have prayed for years that God use me as his witness, that he put me in situations where I can witness for him.
I've been a high school teacher for 15 years, married to another. We both teach Biology. Believe it or not, this has added to our mission at our school. Students ask us many questions about our faith. They know the church we go to, and see us working there. They see us raising our children to be Godly. They watch us interact by respecting each other, putting each other first, and loving each other. They hear our opinions on their activities, but we love them all anyway. I've sent marked Bibles to my boys who join the army and marines. (:pray for them please)
I've had a boy come to my house and ask me if I thought the music he was hearing was Godly or not...neither of my kids asked a question of me for the 2 hours we talked on the back porch. Many boys come to me to ask about Christ and the hypocrisy in churches.
My problem is, I never know if any really become saved. I've had complete strangers come up to me in stores to ask me questions. I've given out Bibles, taken children to church, told them how to pray, but...
Several (after several years) have come back to tell me their Christians now, and I'm so happy for them. But I'm worried I'm not obvious enough? Do you know what I mean? Maybe I'm just planting the seeds? I don't know. I'm so worried about my teenaged children I saw only 40 minutes or so a day.
And now I can't work because of the severe nerve pain in my back and legs. DH is continuing without me. I guess I'm just sad today.
:pray
I've been a high school teacher for 15 years, married to another. We both teach Biology. Believe it or not, this has added to our mission at our school. Students ask us many questions about our faith. They know the church we go to, and see us working there. They see us raising our children to be Godly. They watch us interact by respecting each other, putting each other first, and loving each other. They hear our opinions on their activities, but we love them all anyway. I've sent marked Bibles to my boys who join the army and marines. (:pray for them please)
I've had a boy come to my house and ask me if I thought the music he was hearing was Godly or not...neither of my kids asked a question of me for the 2 hours we talked on the back porch. Many boys come to me to ask about Christ and the hypocrisy in churches.
My problem is, I never know if any really become saved. I've had complete strangers come up to me in stores to ask me questions. I've given out Bibles, taken children to church, told them how to pray, but...
Several (after several years) have come back to tell me their Christians now, and I'm so happy for them. But I'm worried I'm not obvious enough? Do you know what I mean? Maybe I'm just planting the seeds? I don't know. I'm so worried about my teenaged children I saw only 40 minutes or so a day.
And now I can't work because of the severe nerve pain in my back and legs. DH is continuing without me. I guess I'm just sad today.
:pray