Jubilee21
June 29th, 2008, 12:49 PM
I found myself in a conversation with one of my sibblings over this recently and one I am concerned is not saved..but operates with a false sense of security that is not the case. She expressed many concerns so many have..
She wanted to discuss the practical and fundemental issues of the economy and state of the world and its not difficult to find myself going down that rabbit trail with my own concern's as well..
But I found myself being very deeply convicted when I listened to some of my own answers I was trying to give her, to raise her concerns, to reconsider her lifestyle and choices..
so I asked her to forgive me and allow me to begin over again and try to put things out there for her..that I wanted to pray about this more and then get back to her..
So I found myself asking God to show me what I am afraid of and "why".
Some might say these concerns are their "worst fears"....
Not being able to get on the internet?
Using the lights only when we need to?
Making do with what we have?
Learning to fix something?
Staying in shape and eating right as your primary health care plan?
Driving a small car? 40mpg is the same as 2 dollar a gallon gas if your old car got 20mpg.
Needing good credit to get a loan?
Pay as you go with cash way of life?
Less time watching TV and more time being busy?
Some of my worse fears are often still and always along these lines..
Not being able to feed the kids and if they where to go hungry, because of my negligence - What if I made a mistake or was unable to protect them?
The dead of winter, no heat or food. - The middle of summer. no cooling coming and I could do nothing to change this or prevent it?
Being able ( and willing) to shoot to kill, if some one trys to take your life or the lives of the ones you must protect - what would I do?
Expecting that the price food and heating/gas getting so high, in relation to everything else and I couldn't make ends meet to survive....worried about paying basic bills...what would I do if this was not in my control?
The perception of total loss and devestation by the betrayal of someone as I had to endure with my marraige that is hard to comprehend...how would I carry on?
Losing the house?
Unemployment?
The loss of my health?
The loss of a loved one through death?
All of these worse fears have come about in some form or fashion, some came with short durations and improved, some have come and stayed, with no prospect of change being a reasonable relief from them..
My sister has seen me live with and through my worse fears, and yet she still does not distinguish these things as the worst of things to fear..she thinks they are the worst, I do not.
She is more interested in the upcoming months..
She wants to know about what I will do in the event of what if's...
If you or your family going to eat next winter, if you are not growing it now. or able to grow enough, to last you and your family?
life..... and death...the fear what could happen here where I live if things get really bad.... afraid of the people who cannot deal with the scenarios and the resulting chaos....and these are the dangerous ones?
If i am just afraid of trying not to be seen concerned with what we should eat and what we should wear while I am really like every one else contemplating starving and being naked as in heating the house above freezing this winter winter when it gets -30 degrees and keeping food on the table for the family?
She want's to know what my worst fear and what I am doing about it when it comes to what is going on in the economy considering the potenial for so much disaster and hardship..how am I prioritizing things ahead based upon what I know about my other worst fears that are behind me?
Something was so "off" about her questions of me and my own answers as I tried to share what I had learned and what practical steps I could advise her to take when it came to the economy..as a Christian...
And when I stopped to pray about this..the answer came loud and clear.. I was trying to explain to her that my worst fears about all of those things were still with me, and I had no reason to offer her not to be very afraid,there is great reason to "worry"..but there was a HUGE difference between what things I worried about in respect to what my worst fear was ..and thats when it hit me..what she and I call "the worst fears"
My worst fear was not about them at all..
Of all my worst fears, this possibility is it for me....How am I relying upon Christ to counter the nonsense with triviality?
How about having loved ones that you know have never accepted Jesus Christ as their Savior?
That's what I wrote back to my sister today..I am no different from unbelievers when it comes to my worst fears about the economy, but my worst fear has nothing to do with the economy at all..
I told her that everyone is preoccupied with the applications of their worst fears with the economy..and becoming absorbed in the affairs of the world as it comes to the spirtual aspects of whats happening to the world..how the immediate situation is lining up.
How it over flows into the conversations folks dwell upon their worst fears..trying to find folks that are similar to themselves as well as set themselves apart from those that are different when it comes to all of "these fears"..what response to give to them..what steps to take to attempt to prvent them from coming to bear..
I understand this I have had to ask myself what my worst fears were, but in hindsight after having had to meet them..I only learned what I would do opposed to what others do when they are faced with them..
I told her that when I asked God to show me my worst fear, it was the prospect that she would not chose Christ as her Savior and that loss was breaking my heart because I loved her..as was my concern for others I profoundly care about and its clearly been determined they have rejected Christ and the world continues to take the focus off off this..
I told her I did not know if I had failed her in some way by not making sure she understood my worst fears were simply not about those other things that had been about some of my greater fears..
My worst fear's and only fear ultimately was this for her..that I offered her the best answer I could..I wanted her to consider trying to focus upon anything that can be priroitzed as something Christ would have me worried about for both of our sakes..both hers and mine.
That what is happening in our economy should be perhaps something we all can use to be concerned about when it comes to our worst fears...
That we all need to ask ourselves..What is our "worst fear"? What is it for, what is it about..Christ tells us what not to worry or be anxious about that has to do with the "anythings" but I think we forget some times that there are things we should be very anxious and worried about when it comes to the anybody's, somebody's and everybody's..and especially the nobody's the world distracts us from when we worry about "our bodies"....
The Body of Christ has nothing to fear for themselves.. except fear on behalf of those who have not accepted Him, opposed to fear from them...it was only grace that seperates us from them and Christ would not have one of them seperated from Him, were this His choice alone..
That's what I left with my sister today as my worst fear for tomorrow, it was the only one that seemed to matter anymore when I stopped and asked Christ what answer to give her when it came to our economy opposed to all of the ones I kept coming up with..
I never feared not experiencing God's grace until after I no longer had to, because it took the grace of God to show me I had not...I was destined to hell..not only was I not the least bit worried ..I was clueless. so all of my worst fears were "clueless" in terms of their hold over me...being a Christian did not make me able to stop being afraid, it simply made my worst fear greater than all of my others..and the others far more managable.
Now I may be destined to go through a taste of it on this side of the grave, it has often felt this way when it comes to my concerns with economics, but thats quite a different state of affairs..
What should Christian's be telling the world their worst fear is?
This is my answer..not if the world comes between them and me because of the crosses the world has had me bear as a Christian with Christ along my side through much I have feared and probably will continue to which is not wrong or bad ..I am very much "perfectly human" when it comes to such things as we all are:hug
but if the Cross of Christ does not come between them and this world and what they will bear if this does not become their worst fear too..:candle
She wanted to discuss the practical and fundemental issues of the economy and state of the world and its not difficult to find myself going down that rabbit trail with my own concern's as well..
But I found myself being very deeply convicted when I listened to some of my own answers I was trying to give her, to raise her concerns, to reconsider her lifestyle and choices..
so I asked her to forgive me and allow me to begin over again and try to put things out there for her..that I wanted to pray about this more and then get back to her..
So I found myself asking God to show me what I am afraid of and "why".
Some might say these concerns are their "worst fears"....
Not being able to get on the internet?
Using the lights only when we need to?
Making do with what we have?
Learning to fix something?
Staying in shape and eating right as your primary health care plan?
Driving a small car? 40mpg is the same as 2 dollar a gallon gas if your old car got 20mpg.
Needing good credit to get a loan?
Pay as you go with cash way of life?
Less time watching TV and more time being busy?
Some of my worse fears are often still and always along these lines..
Not being able to feed the kids and if they where to go hungry, because of my negligence - What if I made a mistake or was unable to protect them?
The dead of winter, no heat or food. - The middle of summer. no cooling coming and I could do nothing to change this or prevent it?
Being able ( and willing) to shoot to kill, if some one trys to take your life or the lives of the ones you must protect - what would I do?
Expecting that the price food and heating/gas getting so high, in relation to everything else and I couldn't make ends meet to survive....worried about paying basic bills...what would I do if this was not in my control?
The perception of total loss and devestation by the betrayal of someone as I had to endure with my marraige that is hard to comprehend...how would I carry on?
Losing the house?
Unemployment?
The loss of my health?
The loss of a loved one through death?
All of these worse fears have come about in some form or fashion, some came with short durations and improved, some have come and stayed, with no prospect of change being a reasonable relief from them..
My sister has seen me live with and through my worse fears, and yet she still does not distinguish these things as the worst of things to fear..she thinks they are the worst, I do not.
She is more interested in the upcoming months..
She wants to know about what I will do in the event of what if's...
If you or your family going to eat next winter, if you are not growing it now. or able to grow enough, to last you and your family?
life..... and death...the fear what could happen here where I live if things get really bad.... afraid of the people who cannot deal with the scenarios and the resulting chaos....and these are the dangerous ones?
If i am just afraid of trying not to be seen concerned with what we should eat and what we should wear while I am really like every one else contemplating starving and being naked as in heating the house above freezing this winter winter when it gets -30 degrees and keeping food on the table for the family?
She want's to know what my worst fear and what I am doing about it when it comes to what is going on in the economy considering the potenial for so much disaster and hardship..how am I prioritizing things ahead based upon what I know about my other worst fears that are behind me?
Something was so "off" about her questions of me and my own answers as I tried to share what I had learned and what practical steps I could advise her to take when it came to the economy..as a Christian...
And when I stopped to pray about this..the answer came loud and clear.. I was trying to explain to her that my worst fears about all of those things were still with me, and I had no reason to offer her not to be very afraid,there is great reason to "worry"..but there was a HUGE difference between what things I worried about in respect to what my worst fear was ..and thats when it hit me..what she and I call "the worst fears"
My worst fear was not about them at all..
Of all my worst fears, this possibility is it for me....How am I relying upon Christ to counter the nonsense with triviality?
How about having loved ones that you know have never accepted Jesus Christ as their Savior?
That's what I wrote back to my sister today..I am no different from unbelievers when it comes to my worst fears about the economy, but my worst fear has nothing to do with the economy at all..
I told her that everyone is preoccupied with the applications of their worst fears with the economy..and becoming absorbed in the affairs of the world as it comes to the spirtual aspects of whats happening to the world..how the immediate situation is lining up.
How it over flows into the conversations folks dwell upon their worst fears..trying to find folks that are similar to themselves as well as set themselves apart from those that are different when it comes to all of "these fears"..what response to give to them..what steps to take to attempt to prvent them from coming to bear..
I understand this I have had to ask myself what my worst fears were, but in hindsight after having had to meet them..I only learned what I would do opposed to what others do when they are faced with them..
I told her that when I asked God to show me my worst fear, it was the prospect that she would not chose Christ as her Savior and that loss was breaking my heart because I loved her..as was my concern for others I profoundly care about and its clearly been determined they have rejected Christ and the world continues to take the focus off off this..
I told her I did not know if I had failed her in some way by not making sure she understood my worst fears were simply not about those other things that had been about some of my greater fears..
My worst fear's and only fear ultimately was this for her..that I offered her the best answer I could..I wanted her to consider trying to focus upon anything that can be priroitzed as something Christ would have me worried about for both of our sakes..both hers and mine.
That what is happening in our economy should be perhaps something we all can use to be concerned about when it comes to our worst fears...
That we all need to ask ourselves..What is our "worst fear"? What is it for, what is it about..Christ tells us what not to worry or be anxious about that has to do with the "anythings" but I think we forget some times that there are things we should be very anxious and worried about when it comes to the anybody's, somebody's and everybody's..and especially the nobody's the world distracts us from when we worry about "our bodies"....
The Body of Christ has nothing to fear for themselves.. except fear on behalf of those who have not accepted Him, opposed to fear from them...it was only grace that seperates us from them and Christ would not have one of them seperated from Him, were this His choice alone..
That's what I left with my sister today as my worst fear for tomorrow, it was the only one that seemed to matter anymore when I stopped and asked Christ what answer to give her when it came to our economy opposed to all of the ones I kept coming up with..
I never feared not experiencing God's grace until after I no longer had to, because it took the grace of God to show me I had not...I was destined to hell..not only was I not the least bit worried ..I was clueless. so all of my worst fears were "clueless" in terms of their hold over me...being a Christian did not make me able to stop being afraid, it simply made my worst fear greater than all of my others..and the others far more managable.
Now I may be destined to go through a taste of it on this side of the grave, it has often felt this way when it comes to my concerns with economics, but thats quite a different state of affairs..
What should Christian's be telling the world their worst fear is?
This is my answer..not if the world comes between them and me because of the crosses the world has had me bear as a Christian with Christ along my side through much I have feared and probably will continue to which is not wrong or bad ..I am very much "perfectly human" when it comes to such things as we all are:hug
but if the Cross of Christ does not come between them and this world and what they will bear if this does not become their worst fear too..:candle