Moods out of control

[heart_changed99]

Okay, I am not sure if my body is still trying to bounce back from my miscarriage in June, but as of late, I can't get my emotions to stop going all over the place. I mean, when I am down, I am really down. When I am excited, its through the roof. The latter is not so bad, but its so hard when you get down to the point of wanting to throw a fit like a little 5 year old. I just get these rush of emotions making me want to cry, scream, pout, and just throw things. I realize this is not normal behavior, but I just get so overwhelmed with these emotions that I just don't know how to deal. I mean, its seriously to the point to where it feels like it is out of my control. I I wish that I had the words to describe these moments, but its just too hard. I really need help. Maybe its time to speak to a counselor?

[lisaann]

You need to see your doctor. :hug *EDIT*

[Sing4Him]

Are you in the Word, dear? Pray..

praying for you..

please check with your doctor about this..



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[heart_changed99]

Yes, I am in the Word. Its just a battle I am going through right now. I feel so unworthy to go to the Father, sometimes. So ashamed. I'm a mess and I am just so broken. I just have no idea how to put my thoughts into words. God is the only one who truly understands me and I realize that, its just that I have no one to talk to in real life. I frustrate my husband with my moods. I don't blame him, I get frustrated with myself as well. I am not asking for anyone to diagnose me, I have been told that I could be bi-polar many times in the past. I am just wondering if a counselor might be the best way to go since I can't get any real life support.

I have spoken with my doctor about this, but I don't want to resort to meds to fix it as he suggests I should do. I know my Father is above this, and with faith in Jesus Christ, I will overcome. Some days are just harder than others.

Honestly, I just want to know that I am not alone. I am a Christian believer and I just can't believe that I am struggling with this so much. I know what the scriptures say, I guess I just need some encouragement.

[heart_changed99]

Also, is there a good Christian book that addresses this topic from a Christian perspective? I hate dealing with this. Some days are better than others, but I feel like I am making my family around me miserable. No, I know I am. They shouldn't have to deal with me like this.

Father, I am so ashamed!

[ZeldaCA]

For around six months after your miscarriage, I's say you can safely expect to have mood swings that are through the roof!

I was an emotional basket case after my own miscarriage, and when I saw my doc about it, he explained that losing a pregnancy really throws the hormones into overdrive for several months.

Hang in there, sweetie, it will get better. It's just a big adjustment for your body to make. :hug

[Biblenuggetlady]

For around six months after your miscarriage, I's say you can safely expect to have mood swings that are through the roof!

I was an emotional basket case after my own miscarriage, and when I saw my doc about it, he explained that losing a pregnancy really throws the hormones into overdrive for several months.

Hang in there, sweetie, it will get better. It's just a big adjustment for your body to make. :hug

Agreed.

I would add Bride, there is NOTHING wrong with medication for these types of disorders, whether it is temporary to get you over the hump, or a life time of a regiman. If your doctor recommends this, do it. Would you be ashamed to take meds for diabetes? High Blood Pressure? I will tell you, meds and treatments I underwent last year saved my life. Even as a believer, I often wonder if I would not be here today, if not for intervention just last year. You are not alone. I, like you was ashamed, I didn't want anyone to know the feelings I was going thru, I didn't want to take meds due to the stigma, and I ended up in the hospital for almost a month. PM me if I can help, I believe part of why I went thru what I did is to help others see themselves thru such times. :hug I will keep you in prayer, He is with you and He loves you more than you might realize. Do you know what He went thru in giving His life, so we can live? He loves you Bride, and He is not ashamed of you. :pray

[lisaann]

:hug Hon you are not alone. My dh is bi-polar and saved. BNL is right, there is no shame in being on medication for this. It is a medical condition. For the sake of you marriage and your family please go see a doctor. It could very well be your hormones and if it is you still might need some help getting over this hump. :hug

[faithandgrace]

Yes, I am in the Word. Its just a battle I am going through right now. I feel so unworthy to go to the Father, sometimes. So ashamed. I'm a mess and I am just so broken. I just have no idea how to put my thoughts into words. God is the only one who truly understands me and I realize that, its just that I have no one to talk to in real life. I frustrate my husband with my moods. I don't blame him, I get frustrated with myself as well. I am not asking for anyone to diagnose me, I have been told that I could be bi-polar many times in the past. I am just wondering if a counselor might be the best way to go since I can't get any real life support.

I have spoken with my doctor about this, but I don't want to resort to meds to fix it as he suggests I should do. I know my Father is above this, and with faith in Jesus Christ, I will overcome. Some days are just harder than others.

Honestly, I just want to know that I am not alone. I am a Christian believer and I just can't believe that I am struggling with this so much. I know what the scriptures say, I guess I just need some encouragement.

I understand completely and you're not alone. I have struggled with similar issues for years. I agree with BNL and lisaann, don't be ashamed to at least try medication if that's what the doctor recommends. I know how it feels to be ashamed and unworthy to approach God because of this, but He does understand you and He will give you peace, and the best guidance of all. :hug

[heart_changed99]

I will talk to my doctor about this, its just that we are wanting another child and I know that certain medications are not safe during pregnancy. I am just so torn. Really considering a counselor.