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January 21st, 2009, 03:11 PM
Praise be to God and Our Lord Jesus Christ,
I have been 18 Days no Cigs 20+ years Smoking 2 Packs a Day
WHAT HAS JUST Happened
1.) Read a Book and saw a video Called a Heart a Blaze by John Braver (I think last name spelled that way)
John was talking about people praying to be delivered from addictions and how God will not deliver us from them. IF WE LOVE OUR ADDICTIONS Do you see God Loves Us so Much that he will not take away something from his children that they Love (AND I loved smoking even though I said I hated it I was lying to God and My self)
I had to hate it the way GOD hates SIN and that was not easy to hate something you Love. So what I did was use Smell after Smoking a Cigarette I would smell My fingers the Nicotine would smell good at first and after a while I realized that I smelled like this and how could I smell like this was GROSS I continued to do this smell my clothes my fingers through out the Day the Smell was Gross Wash my hands and say hmm i smell clean Know. This happened for 2 months. ( if that does not Gross you out place a small cloth in a Jar Damp Blow cig smoke in it Cap the Jar smell that every once in a will and you will learn to hate the smell )
2.) Dec 31st Hope and Healing service I was on my knees crying out to GOD saying OK Lord i know what you mean by Hating them and I do Please Deliver Me now from them i no Longer Love them Place me away for 24 hours.
Jan 1. Chest Pains and difficulty breathing Thursday eve. ( Still Smoking Dumb)
Jan 2nd Chest pains off and on Difficulty breathing Hmm I must have a Cold cough syrup halls ( Still smoking )
Jan 3rd still difficulty breathing chest pains went to Hospital
EKG showed abnormal they where unsure labs where fine and O2 sat was good put Oxygen on i felt great. Dr said we would like to keep you for 24 hours for observation i said ok. They said you are a smoker would you like a patch i said i do not feel like a Cig know my be later
Jan 4th 24 hours every thing came back normal. They said i could go home and so i go in my jeep my friend the Cigs where Right there i grab them and said Hmm 24 hours i will wait for 2 hours and have one i will wait for 4 hours and have one hmm. 18 DAYS LATER SET FREE NO PILLS PATCH NO NOTHING PRAISE YOU JESUS ( if you need help with Patch or some other form then get it )
1.) My heart Stress Test NORMAL (PRAISE GOD)
2.) PULOMANERY function test (NORMAL) GOD has healed my lungs
OUR GOD IS A AWSOME GOD
I have been 18 Days no Cigs 20+ years Smoking 2 Packs a Day
WHAT HAS JUST Happened
1.) Read a Book and saw a video Called a Heart a Blaze by John Braver (I think last name spelled that way)
John was talking about people praying to be delivered from addictions and how God will not deliver us from them. IF WE LOVE OUR ADDICTIONS Do you see God Loves Us so Much that he will not take away something from his children that they Love (AND I loved smoking even though I said I hated it I was lying to God and My self)
I had to hate it the way GOD hates SIN and that was not easy to hate something you Love. So what I did was use Smell after Smoking a Cigarette I would smell My fingers the Nicotine would smell good at first and after a while I realized that I smelled like this and how could I smell like this was GROSS I continued to do this smell my clothes my fingers through out the Day the Smell was Gross Wash my hands and say hmm i smell clean Know. This happened for 2 months. ( if that does not Gross you out place a small cloth in a Jar Damp Blow cig smoke in it Cap the Jar smell that every once in a will and you will learn to hate the smell )
2.) Dec 31st Hope and Healing service I was on my knees crying out to GOD saying OK Lord i know what you mean by Hating them and I do Please Deliver Me now from them i no Longer Love them Place me away for 24 hours.
Jan 1. Chest Pains and difficulty breathing Thursday eve. ( Still Smoking Dumb)
Jan 2nd Chest pains off and on Difficulty breathing Hmm I must have a Cold cough syrup halls ( Still smoking )
Jan 3rd still difficulty breathing chest pains went to Hospital
EKG showed abnormal they where unsure labs where fine and O2 sat was good put Oxygen on i felt great. Dr said we would like to keep you for 24 hours for observation i said ok. They said you are a smoker would you like a patch i said i do not feel like a Cig know my be later
Jan 4th 24 hours every thing came back normal. They said i could go home and so i go in my jeep my friend the Cigs where Right there i grab them and said Hmm 24 hours i will wait for 2 hours and have one i will wait for 4 hours and have one hmm. 18 DAYS LATER SET FREE NO PILLS PATCH NO NOTHING PRAISE YOU JESUS ( if you need help with Patch or some other form then get it )
1.) My heart Stress Test NORMAL (PRAISE GOD)
2.) PULOMANERY function test (NORMAL) GOD has healed my lungs
OUR GOD IS A AWSOME GOD