All Praise to The King of Kings!

[No2Flesh]

Thank You for leading me back home.
I missed you beyond my ability to describe.
All the devils lies left me empty and depressed.
What a fool I was for running from you.
All you ever wanted is what is best for me.
Please forgive my rebellion and never let me fall away again.
I would rather die 1st.
My heart was getting so hard I almost couldnt make it home, without You
I couldnt have.

You are worthy of all my loyalty and love for all eternity and I want to serve you all the days of my life. Please protect me from the evil one.

Jesus break me, Lord snap my stubborn heart into.
Please teach me how to love people again.
My heart is numb and introverted from the rebellion.

Thank You for healing me.
Not my will but Thy will.

Thank You Jesus.

:pray

[AllforHim]

:hug Awesome!!! He will do as you have asked my friend!! :yeah:yeah

[No2Flesh]

He comes to our rescue, Sister!

You know. I know you know, You know I know you know, and I know you know I know..

:hehee

(Acapella, Rescue)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UkeeZlmGHFs

:thumb

:hug

I finally found this CD on ebay, I love this song.
(CD= The Collection, Acapella)

Thank God for coming to our rescue.

[SumSam]

Praise the Lord! :pray

[ChildOJesus]

Thank You for leading me back home.
I missed you beyond my ability to describe.
All the devils lies left me empty and depressed.
What a fool I was for running from you.
All you ever wanted is what is best for me.
Please forgive my rebellion and never let me fall away again.
I would rather die 1st.
My heart was getting so hard I almost couldnt make it home, without You
I couldnt have.

You are worthy of all my loyalty and love for all eternity and I want to serve you all the days of my life. Please protect me from the evil one.

Jesus break me, Lord snap my stubborn heart into.
Please teach me how to love people again.
My heart is numb and introverted from the rebellion.

Thank You for healing me.
Not my will but Thy will.

Thank You Jesus.

:pray



Wondeful. I have a song lyric that I've posted on the Music and Poetry board called Jesus Is Waiting (At The Lost And Found). It's pretty much about what you've described. Thank you for sharing so openly and honestly. Praise the Lord that He brought you back.

[No2Flesh]

Thank you friend. Cool song, good luck putting it to a tune. :)
Jesus forgave me for my foolish backsliding, now
if I can only forgive myself. Im so ashamed.:doh

[Pioneer Woman]

:crying

That was so beautiful No2Flesh. Welcome back to our Father's arms!

I do understand what you mean about being hard to forgive yourself. I still suffer from that, but we just have to realize that with God, it's as though our sins have been cast out to see, burried deep, and totally forgotten by God.

Now, if someone would kindly konk me on the head so I can get me a good dose of amnesia, then I could forget too! :nod

[No2Flesh]

Pioneer Woman,

I cant tell you how good it is to be back. Thank You.
Nothing else really satisfies but following God.

Especially once we have enjoyed the peace that passes all understanding
it must be impossible to ever really enjoy life without it again.
I wont be so easily tricked again by the powers of spiritual darkness
so help me God.
The sad part is I didnt have to be tricked and suffer the pain and loneliness in the 1st place but chose my own path out of pride and foolishness.:doh

He never gives up us, even if we do. :yay

[Pioneer Woman]

Pioneer Woman,

I cant tell you how good it is to be back. Thank You.
Nothing else really satisfies but following God.

Especially once we have enjoyed the peace that passes all understanding
it must be impossible to ever really enjoy life without it again.
I wont be so easily tricked again by the powers of spiritual darkness
so help me God.
The sad part is I didnt have to be tricked and suffer the pain and loneliness in the 1st place but chose my own path out of pride and foolishness.:doh

He never gives up us, even if we do. :yay

The important thing is, you did come back and learned a valuable lesson. :hug Another valuable lesson is as you said, how God never gives up on us.

I hold that truth tight in my heart everyday, because I fear rejection so bad. I feel like I have to walk on eggshells, and when I fail in something, I'm waiting for the hammer to fall. But it doesn't. God picks us up, dusts us off and twirls us around in the right direction, if we allow Him to. That kind of love and mercy just makes me love Him all the more.

Because of what you went through, you are now stronger and closer to the Lord now, than you ever were. That's not to encourage people to walk away from God's guiding hand and take things into their own hands though! :lol2 That's a big no no, but as you see, God's using your experience to not only strengthen you in Him, but to share your story which will be an encouragement to others who have taken back control of their lives, to turn the control back to where it belongs. With their Heavenly Father.

:hug May God bless you dearly and continue to daily strengthen your life in Him.

[No2Flesh]

Thanks Sister,

Some of us, like myself, may be good examples of what NOT to do.
Half my life is gone after having taken that selfish and unwise detour.
Gone with the wind, never to return.
Its so good to be home again.

You have such a loving spirit, I always look forward to reading your posts.:wave

God Bless you too. :hug