SnowCone
July 15th, 2007, 04:20 PM
I would like to praise the Lord, for the first time I really felt the spirit move in me, it was small but it gave me a great joy
Lately I have been struggling with the idea of if I am really saved, and I've been reading many topics on the RR boards regarding such things, and in these past few nights I've been pretty much crying my self violently to sleep with out comfort from Our Savior and I didn't know why.
Well this morning, I woke up and began to cry again, still doubting my salvation in Him, something moved me to turn the radio, and with tears I started to sing the songs that came on many in regards to people in pain, songs like the one "your beloved needs you now" and so on and so forth.
And it slowly creped into me the song "I will praise you in this storm" and I rummaged the words over and over in my head, not really once during my storm had I praised him, not once had I really done that, I'd just been asking for comfort, when what I really needed to praise Him, knowing that no matter what he would never leave me nor forsake me, and that he loved me no matter what sin I had committed against Him.
Still a bit unsure I continued to sing, and try to praise My Savior the best I could through my tears of pain and uncertainty, it wasn't until just know though, that I felt the spirit move in me and sorta re-assured me.
But the best part was when I realized that without Him I was empty, alone and with out hope, with Him I had joy, safety even in the most bitter of storms
SO ALL FOR YOUR GLORY LORD!!!!:yeah:yay:yeah:yay:yeah:yay:yeah
I would also like to ask that if some of the members of RR-Boards wouldn't mind asking the Lord to protect me from satan and his minions, I am a baby Christian and I'm trying to be more for Christ, but it's hard and I get discouraged and afraid, so if you wouldn't mind, thank you :hug
:wave
Lately I have been struggling with the idea of if I am really saved, and I've been reading many topics on the RR boards regarding such things, and in these past few nights I've been pretty much crying my self violently to sleep with out comfort from Our Savior and I didn't know why.
Well this morning, I woke up and began to cry again, still doubting my salvation in Him, something moved me to turn the radio, and with tears I started to sing the songs that came on many in regards to people in pain, songs like the one "your beloved needs you now" and so on and so forth.
And it slowly creped into me the song "I will praise you in this storm" and I rummaged the words over and over in my head, not really once during my storm had I praised him, not once had I really done that, I'd just been asking for comfort, when what I really needed to praise Him, knowing that no matter what he would never leave me nor forsake me, and that he loved me no matter what sin I had committed against Him.
Still a bit unsure I continued to sing, and try to praise My Savior the best I could through my tears of pain and uncertainty, it wasn't until just know though, that I felt the spirit move in me and sorta re-assured me.
But the best part was when I realized that without Him I was empty, alone and with out hope, with Him I had joy, safety even in the most bitter of storms
SO ALL FOR YOUR GLORY LORD!!!!:yeah:yay:yeah:yay:yeah:yay:yeah
I would also like to ask that if some of the members of RR-Boards wouldn't mind asking the Lord to protect me from satan and his minions, I am a baby Christian and I'm trying to be more for Christ, but it's hard and I get discouraged and afraid, so if you wouldn't mind, thank you :hug
:wave