I'm Worried I went too far
I had what I thought was a salvation experience a year ago last Jan. where I trusted Jesus for my salvation for the first time.
However, I have a sin that only men seem to have with the internet and I cannot control it. I also have been sniffing contact cement. I can walk away from it for weeks at a time but I always return to it.
I feel like I have been cut off, as if the "silver cord has been cut". I ask for forgiveness but I fear it's too late for me, I think I'm doomed for Hell.
This really frightens me and I can't seem to overcome this, it's a constant stuggle to resist this but I always seem to fail. I fear I'm going insane.
Is there any hope??
IN CHRIST JESUS,
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
23 gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.