It just continues. dh bottomed out on me today. he's so depresssed and sick in his own way, he has very little to give and if he does, im usually not first on his list. sitting here, trying to keep my mouth shut because I dont have the energy to fight. My hip is swollen and hurting in a wierd way. Enough to spook me. and then I get another one of those calls from my 16 year old this time, in tear. he twin sister was also there in tears. their mentally sick dad "had a bad day" and was screaming and yelling at them. He is very sick and nothing I can do about it. I dont understand why an official someone or something has to wait until there is blood before they intervene. He truly is mentally ill. the girls all know it. and hes getting worse. all i can do is sit here and try to keep from totally losing it. I pray that nothing is wron gw/ this hip. I'm not up to much more. This is one of the most hellacious situations a person can live in, make that exists in. i can't believe its down to this. Thanks for listening and reading if you still are.
"Those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."Isaiah 40:31