I have been lurking here for about 6 months now. This site is amazing and helped renew my relationship with God in a big way. I grew up in a Christian home but I think I am just now learning what it is like to have my own personal relationship with Him. For 15 years I have had this alarm in my heRt that the rapture is about to happen. It's been gradually building but for the past 2 years the feeling has been on red alert. It's at the point that it is all that I think about. God is helping me not to be terrified about it. I have been having a hard time letting go what I have here on earth. He is helping to have complete faith in Him and that He is in control. I believe my calling is to teach those about the times that we live I and about what is to take place after the rapture happens! By the way I am a Pre-Trib believer.