You're making my point. You're proving God's Word even now. Consider that for a moment and what you're going to do with that revelation.
You can fight against it, or perhaps you might humble yourself and pray for a better fate. God is the God over the 'gods' of luck and fate. He is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. It's not too late to change course.
Jesus Christ came for such a purpose, that you might choose Him instead. He suffered more then any man, died, and was raised for your sake, out of love, that you may now have a choice in the matter.
It's not too late to change direction. Please review the materials you've been graciously presented with.
Steve and iSong alone pretty much did your homework for you.
Pray for discernment, for understanding. Want it. I can't tell you to 'want' something, God Himself won't be forcing you to accept Him.
Only you can decide that and what you're going to do with what you've been given, but please, do that. Pray. Honestly want to 'get' what God has to offer you.
Reconsider what you think you understand about Christianity. Icebergs ahead. Change your course. You're heading for an exceedingly awful end at present.
1 John 2:19-23
They went out from our number, but they did not [really] belong to us; for if they had been of us, they would have remained with us. But [they withdrew] that it might be plain that they all are not of us.
But you have been anointed by [you hold a sacred appointment from, you have been given an unction from] the Holy One, and you all know [the Truth] or you know all things.
I write to you not because you are ignorant and do not perceive and know the Truth, but because you do perceive and know it, and [know positively] that nothing false (no deception, no lie) is of the Truth.
Who is [such a] liar as he who denies that Jesus is the Christ (the Messiah)? He is the antichrist (the antagonist of Christ), who [habitually] denies and refuses to acknowledge the Father and the Son.
No one who [habitually] denies (disowns) the Son even has the Father. Whoever confesses (acknowledges and has) the Son has the Father also.2 John 1:5-7
And now I beg you, lady (Cyria), not as if I were issuing a new charge (injunction or command), but [simply recalling to your mind] the one we have had from the beginning, that we love one another.
And what this love consists in is this: that we live and walk in accordance with and guided by His commandments (His orders, ordinances, precepts, teaching).
This is the commandment, as you have heard from the beginning, that you continue to walk in love [guided by it and following it].
For many imposters (seducers, deceivers, and false leaders) have gone out into the world, men who will not acknowledge (confess, admit) the coming of Jesus Christ (the Messiah) in bodily form.
Such a one is the imposter (the seducer, the deceiver, the false leader, the antagonist of Christ) and the antichrist.