Been a lurker for some time now. In all honesty before my relationship with God has been hot and cold. I was aware of his teachings and claimed to follow but can say I didn't ever truly give myself to him or would hold some doubts in reserve.
While not perfect, I try my best to be the man I should be before God. But by his grace I know he loves me and has sent his only son to die for my sins as a statement of that love!
Even as I watch videos which help us see the signs of the times we live in I get excited now just to hear about his love and grace. Before I may have ignored his praise but now am eager to give it myself and even have excitement listening to the word in church or on YouTube.
Blessed are we.