Im new here!!My testimony is to long to put here but here it is in a nutshell. I was a very famous club kid and raver in Southern caifornia. I got to hang out with celebrities, and never had to waite in line. I was on thousands of flyers. I was a gay escort for 5 years and a heavy drug user. I had it all, but my life was so empty and God revealed Himself to me in lots of ways primarily dreams, and when i was on drugs. Im so happy to be saved and forgiven!!!! I cant stop telling my testimony. The Holy Spirit dictated a letter to me and had me send it to all my freinds. im posting it below because you may be able to personalize it and use it your own way. Praise God for everything He has done and is continuing to do in my life. I love you Jesus<3 if any one here is on myspace add me!
ALL MY FREINDS PLEASE READ
Current mood: awake
First off print this letter before you read it , and make sure your alone and not in hurry before you read it. Keep it forever because it is the most important letter I have ever written you and ever will. AND this is not a JOKE and my profile has not been hacked.
God has revealed himself to me in a way where I can no longer deny His realness or His truths. NO my parents havnt gotten to me, in fact I havent even told them any of this yet, and its not being here in colorado either thats gotten to my head. It started in California months before I left. He came to me over and over again in my dreams, and revealed many things to me. NO this is not the result of some amazing drug trip, in fact its better and more real than any drug trip ive ever had! Ive completely given my heart to Jesus Christ.
Before you get sad and think you've lost me, its actually quite the opposite. Im your freind now just as much as I was then, now and ever will be. In fact thats the whole reason I did this! My freinds mean more to me than anything, and I want them to know the truth!
Dont worry im still gonna be the person you've always known, but I am leaving the gay lifestyle and Im not gonna do drugs anymore. You dont choose to be gay, but you can choose not to be. People have this ridiculous delusion that if your a christian you cant be punk rock, scene, a raver, a club kid, a rockstar, ect ect. You can be whatever you want as long as your heart belongs to HIM. He doesnt care what you look like or how you dress, in fact I know he loves us "freaks" and social outcasts ALOT.
Why am I doing this?? Because the signs of the times are to obvious, making to much sense to be coincedence. Their so coincedental that they cannot possibly be coincedence.There are biblical prophecies coming true every day. There is NO WAY people 2,000 years ago could know EXACTLY what was gonna happen right now if the Bible were not true and God was not real. And Im not talking 2012, if you waite till then it will be way to late. This is the end, and we are the last generation. There is NO more time. THERE IS NO MORE TIME,THE TIME FOR SALVATION IS NOW! Jesus is coming back and he's taking those who love him with HIM and those left behind will have to endure the worst tribulation the world has ever known and ever will know.
This was a VERY difficult decision for me. VERY. I always thought heaven was full of dorky angels playing harps and people sitting around singing annoying hyms. Its not like that at all! The glories are beyond comprehension and what human words can express! Theres colors and musical notes that dont exists here. Theres every kind of music you can imagine and people live and breathe praises and music just like your in a music video or musical lol! Theres never ending praises, celebration and people dancing! There is no darkness, sadness or pain anywhere!
Have you ever thought about ETERNITY? Its impossible to wrap your mind around. Think about a bird having the task of carrying every grain of sand on earth to the moon and back one at a time. How long that would take?! Its still not forever. Hell is more TERRIBLE and WORSE than you can possibly imagine! There are billions there, but they are totally alone in their own personal torment and prevented from communicating with each other. They are tortured by demons and have no rest, day or night, they are burning alive for ETERNITY through the ETERNITIES. They are totally lost and their memories are totally erased except for every time they rejected Jesus. There are worms and maggots that have a knowledge of you and HATE you, and will eat your flesh forever. Hell is FOREVER. There is NO WAY OUT and you can NOT die because you are already DEAD. Endlessy dieing forever. There is no escape or way out! EVER! Satan came to steal, to kill, and to destroy.
THIS IS EXTREMELY URGENT!
I promise you with every bone in my body that what I am telling you is the truth. You are my freind and I love you so much I would never lie to you or try to mislead you. I had to forget all the messed up things I know other christians have done, do and keep doing becuase your only supposed to look to HIM as an example. "All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God." No one is perfect except Him.
It is possible that I will not get to move back to california or come visit,but I hope thats not true. Gods wrath is about to be poured out on the world and America is gonna come under severe judgment! Martial law is coming to America and the New World Order is right around the corner. The only way to escape is through Jesus. Its never to late and it doesnt matter what youve done. Only in Him is there TRUE peace.
The reason I wrote this letter to you is because I refuse to spend eternity without you. Im not gonna stand before God's throne on judgment day and say "Im sorry my freinds arent here, I was to afraid and embarrased to tell them about your everlasting love and forgiveness." IM NOT SPENDING ETERNITY WITHOUT YOU, SORRY!
If you want me to lead you to him I will. If not then I wont bring it up again. You can ask me anything you want and I will give you an answer to the best of my knowledge. I cant have this knowledge and not share it!
I love my freinds so much
NO IM NOT QUITTING BEING A CLUB KID OR RAVEING
If you want Truth, here its is
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." John. 3:16
"From the time the world was created, people HAVE seen the EARTH and SKY and ALL THAT GOD MADE. THEY CAN CLEARLY SEE HIS INVISIBLE QUALITIES-HIS ETERNAL POWER AND DIVINE NATURE. SO THEY HAVE NO EXCUSE WHATSOEVER FOR NOT KNOWING GOD." Romans 1:20
"I AM THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE. NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME." John 14:6
"I AM THE RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE. HE WHO BELIEVES IN ME, THOUGH HE MAY DIE, HE SHALL LIVE. AND WHOEVER LIVES AND BELIEVES IN ME SHALL NEVER DIE." John 11:25-26
"If we confess our sins, He IS FAITHFUL AND JUST TO FORGIVE US OUR SINS AND TO CLEANSE US FROM ALL UNRIGHTOUSNESS." 1 John 1:9
Say this prayer if your ready to surrender your heart to HIM.
Heavenly Father:........................................... ...............................
I come to you in prayer asking for the forgiveness of
my Sins. I confess with my mouth and believe with my
heart that Jesus is your Son, And that he died on the
Cross at Calvary that I might be forgiven and have
Eternal Life in the Kingdom of Heaven. Father, I believe
that Jesus rose from the dead and I ask you right now
to come in to my life and be my personal Lord and
Savior. I repent of my Sins and will Worship you all the
day's of my Life!. Because your word is truth, I confess
with my mouth that I am Born Again and Cleansed
by the Blood of Jesus! In Jesus Name, Amen.